Just another day

Well its tuesday and the weekend is well behind me. Work seems a bit slow on the water and fire side, but mould, and construction are going through the roof. Tonnes and Tonnes of work there. I am working hard to get ready for my safety audit on monday, and I hope I am ready. I am sure there will be a last minute ditch effort to make sure all the paperwork is ready and available for the auditor, but time is running out. I guess we will just have to wait and see.

Outside of work I am trying to get back on the fitness wagon. I started at it last week with some light workouts, and I plan to continue, and build on, them over the next couple months. Jen is working out too, so I should have someone to get me off the couch if I am being lazy. We worked out tonight in her building, they have some good equipment over there, but it was hot as hell. Not too sure what my goals should be. I just know I really need to get rid of this 25 pounds that seems to haunt me. When I managed to get rid of it last year, my self esteem and general outgoingness had never been higher. I remember dating more, and being in generally better spirits. I miss being able to wear a t-shirt and not feeling like the entire room is looking at the fat old guy lol. But we will see how things go.

On a more personal note, I have been dealing with a bit of loneliness lately. I visited Shauna a few weeks ago, and it felt like going home. And visiting Fysh this weekend just underscored the point. I miss that. Even though I have friends in Calgary, it is not the same as friends like Shauna,and Fysh, who I have been through so much with. Sometimes it feels like I am just telling stories from my past to people, but they dont seem real (probably because I am so different than the old me). It is nice to be around them, because they were there for all those crazy time. Shauna and I have been exchanging old memories, just little one liners that only really mean something to us, and it has been something I look forward to, everytime my text rings or I see her face on myspace. SO with that said heres one for you.....Shauna, grounding force down the hall, who let us play steamroller in her living room lol

Hmm what else....in the news there is just a whole lot of garbage on a crazy killer. I guess a few years ago someone killed a child model (I dont remember it being on the news, so it must have been in the mid to late nineties when i wasnt watching tv) Anyway, some guy confesses in Bangkok so they fly him back to the usa for a trial. Not sure what is going to happen, other than I am gonna have to look at his gay face on the television for god knows how long. I think they should just give him a trial and save us the drama. FOr all we know he is just a crazy who did it to become a celebrity....and hey.....low and behold....the media gave him his wish....way to go media. Why dont you spend some time interviewing some schoolteachers, and fireman and people who actually deserve to be celebrities instead of all these crazies you put on the television.

On the weather front I am still waiting for a Hurricane. TD4 (Tropical Depression 4)is currently off the coast of Africa. It is suppose to intensify, but after last weeks wave i am not gonna hold my breath. But if it does it should become a T.S by Friday so lets just wait and see.

Toodles till tomorrow