God has a sense of humour

Well what is the last thing that I would expect to happen on New Years Eve. Well the last thing would be having LeeAnn walk back into my life. But the second last thing would be having another girl, named Leigh, who is an ordaned minister in the united church walk into my life. And that is just what happened. Now I am not sure what kind of rules female ministers have to follow, but Leigh is an amazing girl and we had a blast on New Years. It has been a long time since I have met someone like her. She reminds me so much of LeeAnn. The name is the first thing. As well, she is stationed, (or whatever they call it in the church), in spiritwood saskatchewan just a few hours from where I last saw LeeAnn. So the sask. part is another coincidense. There was just too much in what happened on New Years for it to be pure coicidense. (Believe it or not they even kiss the same) It is almost like God is trying to tell me something, or at least show me something. Maybe trying to show me that there are other girls out there as cool as LeeAnn was. I have been so depressed lately without LeeAnn. Up until New Years I was really starting to question whether I might find someone as cool, intelligent, beautiful, and lovely as her again. But now I have to concede that there is at least one, and hopefully many more other girls out there, besides LeeAnn, who just might be human after all. What I find very peculiar about the whole thing, is the realization that I am profoundly attracted to women, who already have a committed relationship with Jesus Christ. First a girl who will more than likely end up in the seminary of the catholic church, and now a minister in the united church. Why do I find myself trying to compete with God for women? I really need to see a shrink. Anyway, I just wanted to get that down. Hopefully I will have a more comical entry tomorrow